Symbol Of Love...
To:Hai Lee
I wonder what makes me that determined to do so much things for u dear? I'm still finding the Alphabet Bear for u!! I can't really find it...There isnt anymore left in the whole Singapore!!! Btw this is meant to be hang on the Handphone... I have made it and hope that u would use it...
Jack Shen...
After 9 months of breakup, i'm learning to be independent... Though everyday is like hell without her, i have tried to move on... I'm trying not to blog in order to forget all things... But now that i'm blogging!!! At least when years have past, i'll have all the memories logged down in my blog... Even if one day i have lost my memories...
Telling the truth won't do,for that was a surprise to beGod alone knows that I really wanted to make a change for you and be the first to greatly surprise you... But it all fell on me and I feel like simply taking my life away though it won't help... I know exactly how you feel about me, and I doubt if you'd ever again give me a genuine smile...It was never meant to be that way, I am sorry from the bottom most part of my heart...Though I've hurted you, but I'm also hurted...I still love myself for I sacrificed myself and went beyond my pride to make it worth... Though all gone through and wasted. God had a perfect reason and from someone who madly and frankly love you, I'll miss you... You were and always have been sweet, I miss the way we used to drive the whole world wild, I miss your touch, comfort and more so I missed you...I know I'll never ever be with you again... But i really hope that there is miracles,that we could start all over again... I'm right here waiting for you,and desperately,I MISS YOU!
Why are you so Cruel!!!
Still remember these Pens? Still remember the moments when I say "I LOVE YOU"? Guess u have forgotten!! Still remember how much effort and how passionate of me when I fall in love with you? Although all were the past, but all those are what i have done for you just because i thought that we can be together forever... Just because i thought that our Love Story would be Pen down on our "Love Book" with these pens that i have made for the both of us... Why would u close the Chapter of our "Love Book" with sure bad ending??? The person that get hurt the most is ME!!! Cruel that i would described U!!! 9 Months of loneliness without u is really miserable... Why would u bear to see me suffering and leaving me to die?? You don't Love me anymore?? 6 Years!!! 6 Years of relationship and i have treated you like my Wife... But all u did was just to leave me for another guy... This feelings really Sucks!!! All i can say now is, I will still be there waiting for you to come back One Day... Dear, i really hope that u can accept me again and we can carry on with our Love Story once again... I Love You!!! Always...
8th April!!! My First Lonely Birthday Spent Without Her...
Today is my Birthday! But what a Lonely Birthday without her presence...
Standing here all on my own, watching life goes by... Taking in those dreadful words... Tear drops from my eyes, I stood there as i watched you leave, and waited for the pain... Love can be a painful thing, you used my love in vain... Why'd you leave me here to cry? Our love had felt so... right? Why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that time... Let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is gone, that I can't be with you... Don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay... I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... Although you'll never feel for me..... I will always love you so!!!
