Symbol Of Love...

To:Hai Lee

I wonder what makes me that determined to do so much things for u dear? I'm still finding the Alphabet Bear for u!! I can't really find it...There isnt anymore left in the whole Singapore!!! Btw this is meant to be hang on the Handphone... I have made it and hope that u would use it...

Jack Shen...



After 9 months of breakup, i'm learning to be independent... Though everyday is like hell without her, i have tried to move on... I'm trying not to blog in order to forget all things... But now that i'm blogging!!! At least when years have past, i'll have all the memories logged down in my blog... Even if one day i have lost my memories...


Telling the truth won't do,for that was a surprise to be
God alone knows that I really wanted to make a change for you
and be the first to greatly surprise you...
But it all fell on me and I feel like simply taking my life away though it won't help...
I know exactly how you feel about me,
and I doubt if you'd ever again give me a genuine smile...
It was never meant to be that way,
I am sorry from the bottom most part of my heart...
Though I've hurted you, but I'm also hurted...
I still love myself for I sacrificed myself
and went beyond my pride to make it worth...
Though all gone through and wasted.
God had a perfect reason and from someone
who madly and frankly love you, I'll miss you...
You were and always have been sweet,
I miss the way we used to drive the whole world wild,
I miss your touch, comfort and more so I missed you...
I know I'll never ever be with you again...
But i really hope that there is miracles,
that we could start all over again...
I'm right here waiting for you,
and desperately,
I MISS YOU!