My Best Friend Is Alcohol....

After 7 months of breakup, my life is still same.... Perhaps slightly better, perhaps even worst.... Guess i don know what i'm talking abt... Haiz... Throughout this 7 months, i have been so miserably surviving... I guess she is happily together with him while i'm like a fool waiting for a girl who will never come back... She is cruel!!! My weight seems to go down again and my emotion seems to be unstable... Now, Beer and Alcohol are my best friends... I have them accompanied everyday before i go to bed.... WHY? Becos i'm afraid to have bad dreams again!!! I almost have bad dreams everyday and can't sleep well!!! So i have found my best friend who can help me to sleep well at night... The Valentine's present that i intended to give her is still with me... I'm so afraid that she won't wan to take it...I'm so afraid that she would throw them away... I have spent a lot of effort to find places that make this Dolly! I'm really afraid that she will not accept them... I love her a lot that i can change myself, i can sacrifice myself or even die for her the second time... Now that i'm drinking while im posting this blog... I'm really Tired!!! Really...

My Valentine's Day Gift...

When I Still Thought We Were Meant To BE...

The first time I saw you I knew it in my heart
that I wanted to love you from the start...
You looked in my eyes with the honest appeal
I knew it right that I wanted you for real
As the days went by, our love stood strong
There was never a dull moment, just innocent brawls...
You lay on my lap, and watch the stars,
and wondered when our dreams would fall.
The time came, we argued and fought
You left my doorway, and left me in shock
I still remember the tear you cried,
because it fell in my broken heart
I still remember the end you see
When I still thought we were meant to be...

Dear, I love you from the start and i never wanted to end it this way... This Photo is the Dolly of Us!!! I hope u like it... Loving You, Always...Jack Shen...

I Love You Till Now...

You Told me You Loved Me,
I Thought It was True,
But Now I'm Sitting Here Crying,
All Because Of You...
You Said I Was The Perfect Guy,
So I Gave You My Heart,
And All You Did To It,
Was Tear It Apart...
6 Years Of Nothing,
How Could This Be,
We Were Meant For Each Other,
But I Guess That You Could Not See...