The Unforgiven Love...

I don't think you understand.
How much you hurt me.
You just left me sitting there...
Feeling all alone.
Wanting to die...
Wishing it would all just come to an end!
And now...
I miss you so much!
I wish you would just come back to me.
And be a part of my life once again...
It's impossible for me to let you go...
Cause I love you so...
If only you would show me love.
Maybe you could just pretend...
It might turn out better in the end.
You are the reason for the smile on my face.
Cause you brighten my world...
And I cant help but say...
That this is not just another phase!
All I ask is for you...
to come back to me.
I know we could make things work!
If you would give my love just one more chance!
But I can't do this all on my own!
So I'm gonna need you to participate.
And listen to what I have to say.
I really do love you.
And I don't know how...
I'm going on without you in my life!
I really want us to be together again!
I wish there was something I could do or say...
To win over your heart.
But obviously you don't feel the same anymore...

The Loser...

A year have past... I'll never forget this guy... The guy who stepped into our life... After 3 months of our breakup, they have got together, leaving me suffering... Leaving my heart bleeding and shuttered!

Honda Airwave--- My 3rd car...

Honda Airwave.... By December, my new car will be arriving... Decided to change my car after much consideration although i'm really relectant abt my current one. I love my current car just like i love u, Hai Lee... Although my current car is old, i still love the way she drives me around!! I really has got no choice but to change one... My old car keep giving me problems!!

After i got my new car, i really wish that she can be the first girl to sit inside....Hai Lee, hope that u can be my girl who get to sit into my new car and me driving u around where u would always sing in the car... I really missed the moments when u start singing songs while i'm driving... I'll never forget abt those happy memories!!!

A life that sucks!!!

Its true that everyone have their own lifes and very different from one another. Some have wonderful memories, some don't...

Me? Sucks that i would say... With my work and studies, they are trying to build up my stress level to the extreme!!! Furthermore, my personal life is also causing me lots of problems...

My car is wrecked by a motor bike who knocked into me and this involve a police case which i can't avoid it!!!

Friends come by and goes... Just like relationship which requires to be fought through between the couple themself...Friendships! It require individuals to make their effort for care and concern to their own friends... Like making effort to arrange meet ups, making effort to call one another, making effort to help out one another! If all this are not done, i'll guess that friends really come by your lifes and goes... Recently i have lost a friend and we shall never be friend again... Withstanding her temper, withstanding her playfulness makes me unbearable and could not hold on anymore...This is what i call "taking me for granted"! Though we must learn to be forgiving, but i guess that i have been too forgiving that she took me for granted!! Haiz... This kind of feelings Sucks!!!

Hai Lee, i heard that u have put on weight and seems to be putting more smile on your face. Seems to be prettier then before too... Which i guess i can no longer admire them anymore... Girl, u will always be the prettiest girl in my heart and always be the girl that i have loved the most... With my blessing, i hope that u could be happy and have a wonderful life ahead yah... Jack Shen, loving you always...